okay so december 9th 2008 i turned 13 and guess what else? I’m in flipside it’s so awesome.and thanks everyone for saying happy birthday it was soo sweet/beastly .ps I hope you guys have a merry christmas!

Do you ever wonder why we have to make such hard decisions. what does the lord really wants you to do or which path should we take. in the Bible there’s a scripture I like to look apon when I have to make tuff decisions. Deuteronomy 5:32-33 says therefore you shall be cheerful to do as the lord your God has commanded you.you shall not turn aside to the right hand or the left. you shall walk in all the ways which the lord God commanded you. that you may live and that it may be well with you ,that you may prolong your days in the land which you shall posses.

In this scripture what the lord is saying is, no matter where God is leading you, or what path he directs you. you should always listen to his commends because he will bless you in return with long days and a happy life.

You may think what does a 12 year old kid know. she’s to young to understand, she doesnt have any experience. that is so not true ,you can be any age to have a relationship with God. my past hasn’t been the greatest but I can tell you one thing God has never left me alone. He has stood by my side always. no matter how much it hurtt God to see the horrible things I was doing. he still was there. if you have never heard of barlowgirl go and listen to there song (never alone)  it sets a great example.

thank you for reading this.

HAVE you ever had a boyfriend I mean a boy as a frend well if you do im sure you can relate to what im about to tell you.

I have a guy friend whos so understanding I can talk to him about anything but you see he started to have feelings for me which I did as well we talked about are situation and it was satisfying at first than it got alittle out of control it was like we became more than just friends we had lost our old relationship and gained a new one he said he didnt have a problem with what was happening but for me I did. I just sat and thought for hours just waiting for his texts I basically became addicted I came to my sences and relized what i had done we hadn’t talked in person for such along time I had forgotten about my friend. it was like I didnt know who he was anymore i was so focused on what i was wearing and looking like I had lost sight in what I was becoming trying not to face the facts and ignorning the truth

TO BE CONTINUED

WELL I only got one thing to say about Calebs birthday party.

It was wicked beastly

LATELY my life has been crazy I’m trying to figer out soo many things. I believe somewhere in something said, when you get to your teens you start wondering more about things. well that’s what has been happening lately I become more, more curious about my friends, family, even God do you ever wonder, what’s it going to be like in the future. when you go to collage, pick a career, get married, and have children. all step by step, right now I have been thinking about my education. whether im going to be a successful and sophicated woman or an (out cast) to all my family. if I’m going to be what my family wants me to be or who I want me to be.

well the thing is I thought I knew who I was but now I have no clue who I am

what should I do ?

SO my friend Caleb Fuller is turning 13 next week aug 26th. the thing is he’s having his birthday party this saturday. it’s going to be cook out in his backyard. I,m really excited because, this is my first time being invited to one of his birthday parties. I dont know what I should get him though, I asked him if wanted a football T-shirt, game stop gift card, a teddie bear, anything under $25.00, he said sure,yes 

Im starting to wonder if he really doesnt know what he wants poor guy haha. I thought girls were the only ones who didnt have a clue.

if you have any sugestions or any comments please reply to this post thanks.

OKAY so heres where it starts. today i went to the beach with sarah, matt, and hannah. i would say it was pretty fun, we played vollyball, laughed ,listened to my mp3 player. heres where it got alittle out of hand we were all playing vollyball in the ocean pacing the ball to each other. when hannah throws the ball all the way past my head like kite in the air. so it wasnt that far away from me so i swam toward it. than right when i came close to it a wave came crashing down and drifted the vollyball away. so this happened about 3 or 4 times and i was getting a little upset. so finally i had enough i swam as fast as i could, but i guess it wasnt fast ENOUGH, so the ball drifted all the way to the stinking shore i picked it up, i look toward hannah they were all laughing at me. i became furious and jumped into the waves toward hannah, so i could spack her with my hand. i thought is was sooo rude to purposly throw the ball all the way to the shore.

what a freako

well i didnt get there as fast as i wanted to be. it took me at least 5 mins out of my life and time swimming all the way back there. i finally reached them i came close to hannah and i didnt spacked her with my hand i hit her on the head about 5 times with my vollyball. it was very refreshing, i told hannah it was very rude and mean to have me use my poor sore legs to swim all the way to the shore and back. i said she was mean and a stinkin hannah and i had demanded an apology. but she forced to give me one. how dare she  just right as i calmed down and about to pass the ball,  sarah and matt had went away and i was in no mood to be playing with hannah. but the cool thing is hannah had lost the ball her self and had to swimm all the way to shore as well.

well thats my annoying beach dayy

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